The moment when his whole life flashed out in front of his eyes and he laid down breathless, almost like a dead leaf on the ground, Ronny was so alone even in a crowded room, he was feeling helpless, the feelings he had inside, which he failed to express, even tears in his eyes got dry, facing the life was getting harder and harder.
For Ronny it was very difficult to chose between what is wrong and what is right, he recalled is childhood, when he used to go to the market with his mother to buy the grocery. The toy shop & the ice cream stall, which was in the way, had always tempted him, but he knew that his mother hadn't enough to buy him an air balloon or an ice cream, so he never asked for it and kept walking with his mother. His mother knew Ronny wanted to have an ice cream and an air balloon, she looked in his eyes and asked him, "Out of the two, which one would you like to have?"
For Ronny it was very difficult to chose between what is wrong and what is right, he recalled is childhood, when he used to go to the market with his mother to buy the grocery. The toy shop & the ice cream stall, which was in the way, had always tempted him, but he knew that his mother hadn't enough to buy him an air balloon or an ice cream, so he never asked for it and kept walking with his mother. His mother knew Ronny wanted to have an ice cream and an air balloon, she looked in his eyes and asked him, "Out of the two, which one would you like to have?"
For Ronny it was very difficult to chose between the two, he felt like he had reached a two way road and he didn't knew which way to chose. He could play with the air balloon for the whole day, he could take it to places tying a string on one of his fingers, but it was a burden for him, if he left the string lose, the balloon would fly away and he would be sad again. The ice cream was cold and sweet which he wanted to lick all his way to home but it would only make him happy for sometime. Ronny had to make the decision between the two choices he only had and both of them were tempting him, he looked at his mother's face and nodded his head and said no.
Ronny soon realised that this was the same situation he was passing through, but now and then, many years of his life passed and he was standing on the same path once again, he could not decide anything, he could not make the right choice, he was totally numb, tears rolled down his eyes thinking that he had no one to share his feelings, no one loved him and he was lonely. His mother had left him, she did not care how hard this would be for Ronny to face. For his mother Ronny was mature enough to handle this on his own and she thought he would realise it soon why she did so.But for Ronny, it was not right. After some time his father also left him.
Ronny could not take this, he felt broke from inside, all of a sudden the world would break down on him like this, he had never thought this could happen, after all he had faith in his mother, he never dreamed that she could leave him, but this time his sentiments were hurt.
He tried to make a way and think about it. He had to chose between the right and wrong, it was same like his childhood days, choosing between the ice cream or an air balloon!
Every body he cared for, he lost them. Life was squeezing lemons out of him, but he had made himself strong enough to bear the pain, and he kept waiting for the day when he would stand on his own and be able to decide what is wrong and what is right.
Ronny soon realised that this was the same situation he was passing through, but now and then, many years of his life passed and he was standing on the same path once again, he could not decide anything, he could not make the right choice, he was totally numb, tears rolled down his eyes thinking that he had no one to share his feelings, no one loved him and he was lonely. His mother had left him, she did not care how hard this would be for Ronny to face. For his mother Ronny was mature enough to handle this on his own and she thought he would realise it soon why she did so.But for Ronny, it was not right. After some time his father also left him.
Ronny could not take this, he felt broke from inside, all of a sudden the world would break down on him like this, he had never thought this could happen, after all he had faith in his mother, he never dreamed that she could leave him, but this time his sentiments were hurt.
He tried to make a way and think about it. He had to chose between the right and wrong, it was same like his childhood days, choosing between the ice cream or an air balloon!
Every body he cared for, he lost them. Life was squeezing lemons out of him, but he had made himself strong enough to bear the pain, and he kept waiting for the day when he would stand on his own and be able to decide what is wrong and what is right.
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